I like to think of capitulation stock as a way to think about where we are in life. Maybe that’s not how you would describe it, but I like to think about capitulation stock as a way to be more aware of how we are in life.
One of the things that has been happening to me lately is my wife and kids have been having a lot of trouble getting ready for bed. They’re not sleeping well, but they’re not making it easy. They’re not even going to get up yet, and I don’t quite know how they’re going to get through the night because their brain is still working. They’re still trying to figure out how to get over any kind of breakdown.
How do you get over a breakdown? I guess your mommy took you to see a play or something. I had once been in a really serious breakdown myself, but not like this.
You did have a breakdown last night, so youre going to have a big party tonight and youre doing fine though. What are you going to say to yourself? Youre going to be so pissed that you cant even think about doing anything else.
This is where I think they fall short. Theyre not going to be able to get over a breakdown just like they cannot get over a breakup. Theyre stuck in the past, theyre stuck in the moment, theyre stuck in the future, and theyre stuck in a time loop. They can’t get out.
A breakdown is when you dont know what to do anymore. It is exactly like a breakup. You dont know what to do either and so you simply fall apart. A breakdown is a time loop. A break down is when you dont know how you’re going to react, and so you end up in a time loop. A breakup is like a break down in that it has nothing to do with you being upset, and everything to do with you not being able to deal with things.
That sounds like capitulation. I’m sorry.
capitulation is when you know what you have to do, but you just cant do it. So you go back to being the person you were before the breakdown occurred. As in, you lose the ability to be yourself.
Yes, for me the breakdown is still capitulation. So what I’ve done with capitulation is Ive started using it as a way to help me deal with my own self-doubt. After months of dealing with the fact that I’m not that great at math, I decided to take a page out of the book of the world’s most famous philosopher and try to become even better at it.
Ive been trying to find a reason to write this blog for years. But it seems like it is a little like the reason we have reason to write this blog is to help us live in a world that seems like it is all too empty. It is a world of apathy, a world of not doing anything to change what is. Ive tried to do something about that by trying to write about what I know and have experienced.